random *as usual hehe*

surely,many people in the world ever been dreaming. dreaming about their life,their future etc. and sometimes,many people including me, dream something  that never happened or called it the unreasonable. but we can’t disallow them to dream a lot eventhough it makes us disgusting or chuckle behind them because of their dreaming. everbody have a different ideas to respond a something include dreaming. you can dream a lot,you can dream something that you like,even the something call unreasonable. I’m dreaming a lot. when I was in Elementary School,I dreamt to be a doctor,become a movie director,become and become dolphin coach haha. when I was in Junior High School it already changed. I started to dream a serious things because i had already grown up and have much knowledge that I had received . I want to be diplomat! yep! from 7th grade until 9th grade I have never changed my dream. it’s my biggest obsession to become diplomat. and I love social and english subject in my school. I want to take a social education when I’m in Senior High School later. and my father told me that ‘if you want to be diplomat,you have to struggle to reach it and you have to be able to solve a problem because you will face an extraordinary problem that never think before and the most important key is patient!’ yeah I consider that my dad very captious. and I sigh in my heart ‘I’m not kid anymore,dad! don’t say like that continously I’m tired!’
and after I’m graduated from my JHS,there’s a something wrong in my life. *sorry,I can’t tell that’ and I must erase my biggest obsesion to be diplomat. I feel sad,I feel anger. I feel this is the most profound pain at the time. I don’t know what I should I do to continue my life. I feel I’m the most unlucky person in the world. but I pray to God to give a best way and give me a more patience to face that problem. and finally,HE answer my pray. I find the best solution to do that. altough,I can’t be a diplomat,but I’m sure God has been preparing the best plan for me. if we pray to HIM,do the best,and be patient surely there’s a best path that HE given for us.
the conclusion is,when your dreams have not materialized,know that it’s because you did not find a solution. Believe it, Lord just put it off.